WHY..
I hate being me.
Why can't I just be satisfied with the damn things I have in hands?
WHY!
I want that, I want this. DAMN.
why.....
why do I want to be like her?
The pretty skin. The perfect height. The perfect life.
Where is my self-integrity? Where? Where?! WHERE??!!!
Why do I look so down on myself? Why do I look so high on her?
Why do I WANT to be her?
What does she have that I don't?
EVERYTHING I DON'T HAVE.
I......
hate myself
I swore to myself never to look at her like the way I used to.
But I can't even keep a damn swear to myself......
I turning back....
Turning back into the old ugly self.....
I can't.
WHY?
NOOOOOO.
I hate myself.
I guess I'm still searching for my self-integrity.
My Life.
Is so simple.
Yet so complicated.
I hate myself.
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