Day 30...

I know I'm suppose to celebrate my 30th blog anniversary but I have some sad stories to tell...

My domestic helper's mother just passed away. Domestic helper is a better way of putting it. Maid sounds so out of the bounce. So domestic helper.

Personally, I haven't had any experience where death of love ones is concerned. I've heard of it but never really felt it. The real reason is because the situation doesn't happened to the people near me but this time it hit the cheese.

My domestic helper's mother...

Passed away..

She felt awful. Sadness stole her appetite as tears filled her eyes. Tissues filled the room and everything seem depressing. The first time I saw her cry.

This morning, my dad decided to pray for her. She sat next to me, trying very hard to contain her emotions. We gathered around and prayed to the Lord. I tried to contain my tears but all my efforts were useless as it drip off my eyes. My heart filled with sadness for her. My whole family prayed.

I read about death and Christanity. How death can effect ones faith towards the Almighty Lord. Death is actually one of the hardships of life. The consequences is how you face it. God is preparing you for the future with this situation for more is to come.

Family is family. Mothers are mothers. Brothers are brothers. The love that you get is different from each family member. Mothers are the one that kept you in her womb, gave birth to you, hear all your complaints, feed you..... A lot of things that even I couldn't name it.

I cried. For the reason I'm not so sure of. I know I have to face the same thing in the future but I cannot imagine what is it like to me. I'm not sure what I'll do without my mother.

But for one thing I'm sure.

I'll never want to regret.

I looked around with my beady eyes, trying to help her. I done me and my sister's bed today. For once is a long time.

Anything can happen anytime. So better get ready before it is too late.