Monday, November 15, 2010

Day 34..

I'm a total disappointment, a disgrace, a failure.
For how much I have sacrificed, I didn't make it?
What the heck?
How can I accept this? My first and final blow and I failed?
I failed?
I failed?
What in the world can make me accept that?
Now when I see it from a distances
I've never been a perfect success, I've always failed.
My English standards? Puke.
My Art skills? Rubbish.
My Beauty? Screams.
What have I been doing all along?
Writing a blog that no one gives a damn to see?
Sacrificing all my fun just to prove I'm unique?
How unique am I?
The only thing worth looking at me are my results.
But they don't go anywhere.
Just a bunch of A's for a normal job.
A= average
Am I even worth mentioning to all my mum's friends?
What have I been doing all along?
One word.
Nothing...

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