Day 8...

Is there anybody who can see the inside of me in this entire world?


The daylight seems really odd today. Like it is signaling a terrible storm to the humans. But the humans don't know, if they knew, they wouldn't even care.

Because they are not reading the story, they are the story.

Have you ever seen JW Marriot Vacation Club before? Of just even a vacation club? Have you walked around the Vacation Club at 12.00 in the afternoon? Do you even want to do it?

I did it.

Just because I wanted to find my parents.


Being small isn't easy. Not literally small in size but in age, ability, size, looks, power. The vacation club did have a nice buggi service. I did try it but it just backfired. They didn't even give me a second glance after I say I wanted a ride home. I had to wait for a freaking long amount of time before they even cared to give me a ride.

That's not all, when I reached my room. I felt an adrenaline rush in my body but when I rang the doorbell, just noticing that no one is in the room. Disappointed and annoyed, I walked back to the lobby, which is a long way and an awful hot one under the striking afternoon sun.

The world might be sinful but at least there is a few good people around this place who would care to give a girl a ride. Or just maybe he could speak proper English.

And that's how I reached the lobby, hoping that I would find my parents there. But no, life is not that easy. Of course they aren't there, they've gone. Sweating from head to toe, I walked back to my room again. This time, no good people around.

I reached my room, as expected, my parents aren't there. Frustrated and anger, with a salted, watery feeling in my eyes, I walked to the lobby. AGAIN. To the kids room to kill time.

There and then, my parents called the kids club. They said they were in one of the pools which I couldn't bother to go look for. Not that I didn't want to because I didn't have the strength to. My mum told me to call a baggi to that pool and I did with a heavy heart. The kids room's air cond was what I just needed.

I reached there. I needed some nice smoothing words to calm me down but nooooo. I can't have that. All I got was scolding for being so stupid to WALK THE ENTIRE HOTEL. JUST WHAT I NEEDED RIGHT???!!!

You think that's when your parents closes your fairytale book and go like: " And they lived happily ever after. The end." No. No. NO.

No.

Life isn't so dang easy.

Havn't ended yet. My cousin who was with me found my parents and told them I went back to the room to play my computer. I was so good to him the whole trip and THIS IS WHAT I GET? THIS BULLSHIT FROM THIS TRAITOR?? Forgive and forget. That's what I did to him all the time. Is this the fate of all Christians? Maybe.

There is still a long day to go.

Long weeks.

Long months..

Long years..

I'm looking forward to the day I can rest. In peace.