Day 15...

Drawing seems to calm my mind and makes me extremely.. tired..

After my art classes, my mum was there as usual to pick me up. As I turn on the radio I started thinking about a girl in my class.

I'm not using this blog to insult her or anything. I barely had a straight conversation with her even though it has been like 10 months. She's not avoiding me, maybe it's just because she knows I don't have any business concerning her. That's probably why she doesn't really bother to care about me.

Firstly, I am not using this blog to insult her as I barely know her and as you read on, I'm just pouring out what I think about her.

She's a really nice girl if you get to know her well and she is really fun to be with. She enjoys being surrounded my people so that's pretty much her issue.

Lemme explain. She like gathering people near her and push them aside if she finds a better group. She has a choice but what happens to the people with her in the first place? They just hang around, awaiting to be picked up again.

I've got a friend who been through this. When she got pushed aside like some off season outfit, she came back to where she rightfully belong- us. We always welcome her back. She's our kin ( sister? In some red Indian language ).

I tried to step in her shoes. Maybe she can't have friends that last? She can't handle all her friends in one go. She had to leave them but then why pick up them in the first place? Or in other words, why did you ( friends that got picked up and throwed away ) follow her in the first place?

I don't want to poke my nose in some business that doesn't concern me at all.

Past has past. Looking into the future.