Monday, September 27, 2010

Day 13...




Finally, I found someone like me in this world. I'm not the only one in the world with this problem.

I might look happy but I never am. I can never be. It's human nature. I was born with it. I have to archive what I want to be happy. Achievement makes me happy.


One thing has been right all along. You'll never know it's there till it is gone.


I want to know it's there. Appreciate what I have right now. Appreciate what I have before it is gone.


I look at myself. Sad, angry and unsatisfied.


People see me. Happy, smart and beautiful.


Because their view is so small. What I don't have, they have. What I have, they don't have. I'm what all parents dream their kid will be.

Instead of chasing after what I don't have, I want to be happy with what I have.


I have a bunch of friends who appreciate a dip of humour. I have every material thing I ever wanted. I have a beautiful face to look in the mirror everyday. I have awesome results. I have high priority in the school. I have God looking after me 24/7. I have an awesome art and literature skill. What do you think I need more than this?

Nothing right..


But I have a feeling of emptiness in my soul.


What do I want?


WHAT DO I WANT?


WHAT?


tell me....

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