Day 11...

Beutiful isn't it.

Patience is vital.

The break I was talking about didn't really worked out as planned. At least the way I planned. My sister was there to disturb my peacefulness with her terrible piano playing.

Yeah. You can imagine to hear it.

Love is so complicated. Being in love has its beautiful side and rotten one.

I hate it that it comes when I need to concentrate on other things. Other more important things in live that that. At least for now.

Can't it wait a little longer?

I wanted to give up on him, knowing that he is out of reach. Nothing I can do to even get to meet him. I'm not desperate, am I? One thing I'll never do is- Basketball. No way. Nope. Nope. Nope. Not gonna happen.

So I made up my mind to give up on him. That was before today. For an hour, I thought I would still stand a chance but no. Life ain't a picnic with cupcakes and tea. He is way too far away. Out of my hands reach. Only if I grew longer arms. Not the point...

He is history?

On the day I leave this school. I will tell him what I feel for him. Finally.

If I leave earlier, well, I have my friend to tell me that. Foresighting isn't it?

Friends = Love

Bad side.

Good side.